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hmmm.. came back frm sch le. haha. hmmm.. first paper was letter writing n compo.. section 1 was compo, section 2 was letter writing.. i did e letter writing first.. hahaha.. everybody wrote dear sir, onli pui fun write dear business man.. hahaha.. made me luff e hell outta me. den e compo write num 3.. hmmm.. find tt gt lotsa things to rite abt.. den came down canteen for break. came down tt time, saw him.. haha.. his hairstyle hor.. look kinda weird though.. either he changed his hair style or he has cut his hair.. hahaha.. lmao.. second paper, i think i totally flunked it. e compre soo damn fucking difficult.. din even hav e heart to read it. hahaha. cloze passage was abt e white shark. both compre equally boring.. sian. hope i pass my paper lor.. tml is geog liao. study onli half of e txtbk.. sian.. gotta go study le!! byeee!!!

Howie Day - Collide * e blog song*
i cant get tis song outta my mind.

Haiz.. i damn hate my parents sia. thx sis! thx 4 helping me giv e sci papers to let mum n dad sign.. i was slping at tt time.. =PpP.. sian. todae jus seems like a normal dae lor. durin sci period, mr elfie told us hu was in band 1, 2, 3, 4.. congrats pui fun, she's in band 2.. nice nice.. sam, grace n me was in band 3.. hahahahaha.. our sci are bad.. =). haha.. left 7 daes to e first paper, eng.. haiz. wish i'll pass.. todae hav math retest cuz our klass maths results like shit. i've seen e file, onli abt 6 ppl pass maths common test.. n i was in 1 of dem!!! 2gether wif puifun n grace.. hahaha. den e top was sharon.. i was in e second place, shared wif 3 other ppl. hahahaha.. i'm sure i'm gonna fail my express maths for sure.. mr kerk was soo gd.. nt realli sure y he let us off early.. early by half and hr.. i hate my mum n dad!!! omg. dey r jus nt satisfied wif whatever results we have. we did improved, but nth jus seems gd enuff for dem.. haiz.. i hate my life sia.. zzzz...


"The Saddening Life Of Her's"
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Weee~! 2dae sooo tired.. *yawn*.. zzzz. lolx. ytd my grandma came over n stay in our hse. maybe nxt time canot play e com late in e nite liao cuz she needs her slp.. lolx. den e nyaa, in grp B. den e sports is frisbee.. regretted it. some of dem sae e sports veri sian 1. ahahaha. den every subjects is SOOO SIAN!!!! ahahaha. den geog paper gettin back tml. i tink.. gt 7 failures.. soo scared tt i'm in 1 of dem. geog gettin worse. sian.. i need help in my MATHS!!! den durin xpress maths, i'm soo stressed out! i nv even listen to mr tay teachin. tt y u shuld do ur hmwk b4 klass. regretted tt i nv do e xpress maths hmwk.. linda was there teachin me.. teach n teach n teach. luckily for her, or else i wuld hav nt done finish my hmwk.. i onli left 2 more qus but e time is up liao, time to go hm.. so hav to hand up ti mr kerk durin recess time. zzzz.. so lazy.. ahahahaha.. but xpress maths tt time, i'm sooooo happie!! Ahahahaha. he gave me his new hp no. ahahaha.. tts lame. tml hav sci common test. mr elfie kept saeing its hard its hard.. saeing tt he set it in xpress standard. zzzz. siao arh.. we in na onli lor.. ahahaha. =)

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Sian...i hate my fucking life...i'm sooo damn miserable n sad n depressed...jus nw less den 1 min, saw he add his stead foto again...haiz haiz haiz...i hate maths!!! my dad keep givin me n my sis maths 1 nor...i dun giv a damn abt my maths...durin holidaes, cant even relax or enjoy or hav fun...he keeps piling up my hmwk...fuck off maths...no one likes u!!! wishin tt someone could take me away from misery...cant take it animore...cant take this sheer madness anymore...goin crazy soon...hate maths...ppl ard me are all LIARS!!!! BACKSTABBERS!!!! no one tells e truth animore...dying soon...hate my miserable life...still missing him...bleah...later my dad is goin 2 go through e stupid maths...wish he wouldnt...pls pls pls...dying...

Haiz...i'm sick of maths
My dad keeps makin me n my sis do maths
He keeps tellin us to choose option A
Option A is e 1 which has lots of maths
But both of us wan option B
Which does nt realli hav lots of maths
Why cant he let us hav our own decison?!?!
Haiz...
Having sooo much trouble n problems...
Wishin tt there wil be someone here to solve it.
Help me!

Memories of yours cant be erased from my mind
Your face keeps appearing infront of me whenever i open my eyes
Wanna see you everydae
Dying to toke to you or even jus to sae hi
I knew i was in lurve e first time i saw you
U meant so special in my life
Cant forget you no matter how hard i tried
All i can do is to lurve u in slience
Whenever i walked past you,
i jus look at you,
u jus look at me
I lurve you
If onli i have e courage,
i would tell you,
i lurve you
If only i could jus talk to you or even jus to sae hi...

Haiz....ytd heard a sad news...at nite, abt 9 sth, my grandma called, sae my grandfather had been admitted 2 e hospital...my grandma sae he had hurt his spine or sth lyk tt, den his leg canot move...haiz...i'm soooo stressed!!!!
Mon - chi klass test
Tues - common test
Wed - xpress maths
Thurs - D&T test
Fri - Sci test
Soooo stressed out!!!! E chi n xpress maths damn difficult....comfirm fail 1...ZzZ....
Still cant 4get abt e incident...haiz...he hav stead lers...haiz...

To linda, dun worry if u nv get chosen k?? U will owaes my idol!!! =D

Sian, later hav 2 go back 2 sch 4 e streaming toke...sianz...1330 lyk tt den go wif my dad...nw i noe y my father n my mum's side is nt in veri gd terms...nt gonna sae ya?? Its some faily problems...
I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!

Haiz....
I'm so miserable...
No one can help me...
Left wif no choice nor option...

My saddest dae was 24.02.05
Y shuld i even go n c his fotos or profile...
I'm so dumb n stupid...
I'm sooo ugly, fat and short...
I hav nth positive abt me, all i hav is negatives...

I'M UGLY, SHORT AND FAT
Agree??
YES!!!

Haiz....
I'm so miserable...
No one can help me...
Left wif no choice nor option...

My saddest dae was 24.02.05
Y shuld i even go n c his fotos or profile...
I'm so dumb n stupid...
I'm sooo ugly, fat and short...
I hav nth positive abt me, all i hav is negatives...



I'M UGLY, SHORT AND FAT
Agree??
YES!!!

Long time havent realli update...


Haiz...5 daes in a row have tests n all tt stuff...
Mon - Chi klass test
Tues - Common test
Wed - Xpress maths test
Thurs - D&T test
Fri - Sci test
Haiz...i'm soooo stressed out!!!!Haiz...den gt alot of things happen tis wk...den ytd hor...



On 24/02/05...went 2 clara's hse 2 do project...den later use her com 2 go friendster, den her com is sooooo laggy...ahahaha...den went to his profile, saw he uploaded a new foto....den look lor, den saw a foto which is lyk 2 foto which is mixed into 1, den saw gt add sum wrds...e wrds r " l("v")rve " ....den he put e foto caption is " my favourite =)) " ....den saw e ger rite e testi 4 him...later went 2 her profile, den c his testi 4 her...haiz....haiz...haiz....i'm sooooooo sad.........further more, she's chio n elegant....me lehz?? Short, fat, ugly.... Haiz.... ='(

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Weee~2dae gt chi new yr celebration...den sumtimes veri sianz...den sumtimes oso veri funny...haha...XD



After sch, sam, pui fun, grace n me went outside e sch 2 eat...den later we walkin 2 a shop, den i turned my back backwards, i saw him!!! He is another guy i like in 2/6. LOL...den i look at him, den he suddenly turned back n saw me, den i faster turned my head back...=)



Den later pui fun n grace finished buying le...den me n sam haven buy finish...den later i call me sis 2 ask wad she wans 2 buy lor...den at e reflection of e glass, i saw HIM 2gether wif him frens ... weee~!!! Den later e shop gettin crowded...den me n sam havin diffcultly payin e aunt...den He was oso buyin thing frm e same shop...den he was like jus behind me!!!Den i finally heard his voice!!! Wow...wish tt i could c him everydae...



Later we eat finished le...den pui fun, grace n me accompany samantha 2 go hail a cab hm...(sam owaes take a cab hm...wow, shes veri rich lehz! =D) ...den sooo mani taxi pass us, all nv stop, sum cabs even dun hav passengers lor, still dun wan 2 stop...aiyo, dey dun wan 2 earn $$ meh?? After tt, finally hail a cab liaoz, den we waved gdbye...den later we 3 walked toward e crossin road there, tt time e light blinkin liaoz, den me n my sis run run run, den pui fun keep tellin us 2 stop, but we stubborn...den later we at e other side liao...den guess wad?? HE was at e other side!!!!OMG!!!Shuld hav listened 2 pui fun, or else i could hav seen him liaoz....haiz...lolx, at least gt 2 c him ya?? =D ...den later he walked e other way le, i tink he walkin hm...lolx~ Weee~ =D

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Haiz...i can't quite figure out all the codes for html...i tried makin the tag board for abt 1hr n 27 mins...argh!!!So...if ani of u ppl out there r readin tis, PLS HELP ME!!!I'm gettin irraited!!!!Arghh...HELP ME ANIONE!!!Jus recently created blogspot, den onli make sum progress...lyk makin the profile, n de music...haiz...ANIONE OUT THERE!!!!MUS BE DE PERSON I NOE, PLS HELP ME!!!! =D

hAhA...lMaO... =D